Today is the final day of my 30-day "Put God First Test". My job was out of control and I was working every night after the kids went to sleep until 11:30, 12:00, 1:00, and even later. I realized I had an idol on the throne of my heart- workaholism. The idol threatened me that I would never make a difference, I would never be significant, and I would never stay caught up at work unless I worshiped him by driving myself insanely hard at work- and after work. Every day I went in to work in order to try to make a difference and every day I was so busy and so consumed by the urgency of the hour that I rarely had time to be proactive. My idea was that if I worked every night late after the kids went to bed the insanity of my work wouldn't affect my family. I believed a lie. I thought that the only value I bring to my family is being available to them. I didn't realize by neglecting God I was neglecting a treasure I could have given to my family.
So, I have been in a 30-day test of putting God first in my life. This involved still working hard at work but shutting down work stuff at a reasonable hour and getting some sleep- then waking up early to pray and spend time with God. I really enjoyed the time with the Lord and 30-days was long enough to form a fairly strong habit as well. I learned to really plan my day toward getting to bed at a reasonable time, learned to try to focus hard at work to knock out as much as possible during working hours, I am delegating more at work, and I even have prayed for help maybe a few times more than normal- yes He helped with those items too!
What I want to embark on now is simply continuing a life of seeking the Lord even more. What will happen to me, my life, and my family if I devote myself to seeking Him? What will happen if I continue to put Him first?
I'll keep blogging daily and tweeting. I've really enjoyed that. It has been a neat way to share things along the way as the Lord as shared them with me.
So... one more time.. but not the last - Let's GO God!
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